Merry Merry.. New Year..

Hello People..!!

I'm back with my new hair..

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !

Have a safe holiday...

GO SCREW YOURSELF FUCKING BITCH..!!

Fuck! I just wanna curse..!! I dont understand how can some1 be so mean? Fucking family..! Fucking arse..! I dont care if you ever get to read this post. But this 'special' post is dedicated to you.. Mother fuckers..!! 

I am staying in your house for just ONE more day..!! And you ask me to pay $33..??? I didn't even stay home for breakfast, lunch, dinner???? I only come back to bath ONCE..!! And sleep on YOUR BED FOR ONE NIGHT..!!!! And you charge me money for that?? Go fuck yourself.

Please dont tell people that you're my mom's fren. CAUSE THAT'S HUMILIATING ME AND MY MOM..!! We dont have friends so fucked up like you..!! Go screw yourself..!!

All this while, staying in your house DOESN'T make me feel like I am welcomed at all. Stop pretending that you really care about me. You dont want me to get in trouble just because IF I AM IN TROUBLE, YOU WILL BE RESPONSIBLE..!! Dont treat me like a 3 years old kid who knows nothing..!!

Besides, If it wasn't me. DO YOU THINK YOU WILL HAVE THE MONEY TO BUY PLASMA TV? COUCH?? LAPTOP??? If it wasn't for me, I guess you would have been begging for money..!! Fuckers..!!!

Just go crash the wall..!!! I hate you..!!! No wonder you've got NO FRIENDS..!! FUCK YOURSELF..!!!

What??

Sometimes, it's not up to us to decide whether this should go right or this should go wrong. Many things in life is decided. Maybe I am wrong, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm already giving up. I took u into my family tree, wanting you to be part of my family... But things changes, I can no long give u the promises I made earlier. I told u to stay calm, but things aint gonna get better by just keeping quiet. We ignore it now, things will be fine. But the same problem will resurface again in the near future. I guess, we've been pushing it way to far. And it's time that we talk it out...

Forgive me for my decisions.

Time Traveler's Wife

It's a Friday night people..!! Awesome day for a movie. P and me went out to Parra for Time Traveler's Wife. It is a MUST watch show. It's so touching, something different from other movies. It's not those happy ending movies, it's a sad but happy ending. Hard to explain, but please please please go watch it. It's really awesome. Starting of the movie is a bit boring, but stay on people... The best part always come last. After movie, ice-cream time.... =)

AWESOME..!!

P promoting herself, i guess?? XD

Promoting Cheese & Onion Crinkle Cut Chips..

After movie..

My awesome-ness FISH BOWL STRAWBERRY SANITY..!!!

2 scoop Strawberry Ice Cream

2 scoop Chocolate Ice Cream

Awesome-ness choco flakes 

& Choco waffer...!!!

American Fries (with cheese and crispy bacon strips, not forgetting shallots)

There goes our Friday night... =)

Happy 19th Month Anniversary Baby

Happy 19th Month Anniversary Piggie..!!!

Mandy..?

You wrote me this, you told me how tired you are. I'm sorry... Things can never turn back, please forgive my innocence and my stubbornness. I guess it's time we think thoroughly about what we want in the future. 'Sorry' is the only thing I can say....

(I just viewed all picture from ur friendster. Every single moment u will capture down. Even in my blog, most of the moment u are really happy when u having videocall with me. I really wish to have the moment back. the Mandy.the only girl i wish to be with together.

Sorry being mean to you. I am tell u the truth now. recently when we argued, i really feel tiring. I feeling to giveup. i have the feel to say , lets break. But i never, cause i dun want to end our relation like that. )

Sorry that I made you feel this way. I guess things aint the same anymore. Have you noticed that you're finally tired of me? I dont know any better way to make us feel better. Thanks for being so honest. I guess I am really not the same me anymore. Not the Mandy you know anymore. I cant deny the fact that I am afraid. I'm too afraid to think about the future. Because I dont see your existence in my future  anymore. Your presence in my future is gradually fading. There isnt any easier way out. I loved you, I really do. But distance has made me feel numb. I dont know how to show you that I care anymore. I dont know how to word those feelings out anymore. I really  dont know how far can we go. But there's something I'm definitely sure of, I never thought of leaving you at this moment. Please hold on to your words for another 6 weeks, because i know i would, if you wanted to.... I'm sorry, I guess we're really tired of LDR already. 

如果分离是唯一的解脱 

最後的话我来说

如果永远你不必再难过 

遗憾让我来过

就算过去的回忆太脆弱 

连未来也没有我 爱著你 

仍是我的执著

R-A-N-D-O-M...

After 2 weeks of school, finally I got myself back together... 

Random....

Got nothing much to blog lately. 

Night people..!!