If I dont effing care about you..

I wont go back to M'sia

If I dont effing care about  you..

I wont even celebrate your birthday with you

If i dont effing care about you..

I wont prepare for your birthday

If i dont effing care about you..

I wont even use my damn 2 weeks spending every effing day with you

What the hell are you thinking???

Every1 changes in their very own way.

And yes, I've changed in a way,

But it doesn't mean i dont care, i dont love anymore..

There wont be sweet sweet life everyday,

Do you even want that everyday for the rest of our lives???

For me, 'No'.. 

I dont want the rest of our lives calling each other 'honey, sweetie, darling, dear'

But deep down, the 'Love' is not there.

Best examples, our group (MT, KM, CT,MY & JQ)

We scold each other 'Biatch' 

Criticizing each other on a daily basis

But what does that change???

Deep down, we know that we love each other so much

And how much we dont want each other to fall..

True love dont just come from saying..

It comes from the HEART...!!

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