OH MY GOSH!!!
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 4:03 AM
I dont know what is wrong with me lately. I have been feeling so stress over weeks. I cant study for my yearlies. My attention span wont last longer than 1 hour. I'm so stress. I dont know where to start and how to start studying. There's so many things in mind. I've got so many assignments and studies. I just cant study because i'm over stressing. Why does life just become so dull all in a sudden?? I want to go home. I miss home!!! It's so stress here. I cant cope with it. I had been arguing with 2 of my love ones. I'm going crazy soon. Why does it feels even worse than SPM??
How am I suppose to fit all subjects *from the beginning of the year up to now* just in one week?? I'm fully occupied with assignments and finally I can sit down to study, my head just went blank. I'm studying for this chapter, and suddenly realise (fuck) I have another fucking 17 chapters to catch up on. And i just got fed up, walk away and started crying. Wondering why am i so stupid and lazy..!! I haven been crying over my studies for like GOZILLION YEARS!!! How ironic can i be?? Want to get extremely good marks but not being able to study anything!!