Mandy's Blog ♥

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My girlfriend is beautiful,♥
sexy, interesting, jealous, aggravating, lovable, and everything that I love in a woman.
She drives me crazy, keep my awake at night and is a gift of fate.
A simple conversation turned my life around and a roller coaster ride started that has lasted for 2 years.
Uphill, downhill, we have traveled through each other's minds and words and have come to the conclusion
that we can't live without each other.

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Where did Happiness went??

Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 6:27 AM

Sometimes life can be really good, where you wish that time could stop forever, allowing you to enjoy every single second of that moment. Hoping that you will never have to face the cruel reality, where those monsters and aliens are awaiting to hunt you. That will just NEVER happen. Life is full of ups and downs, and at times, us as normal human beings, wish that we could give up and just move on, but that's not how it supposed to be. No matter how hard it will be, we would strive harder to achieve it. I'm mostly like that. (not self-praising, that's because i am weak, everything seems hard to me) The harder it is, the more i want to achieve it. I dont want to give up because it is difficult. I want to prove to others that I can do it too.

But this time round, I feel like giving up...

Maybe it's time for us to think mature. Life is just not about this. Life is about a lot of unexpected things. I dont know what will happen tomorrow. Neither do I know what will happen to us in the future. I lied before, but those were white lies to protect myself. I dont know what has gone wrong. Ever since then, we had been playing those guessing games. Where we fantasize, imagine and create those ridiculous stories and assume that everything we think it's the truth. It's enough!!! I know I lost your trust and there's no other way I can help to make you trust me again, I just hope everything could stop. Coz dont want to live my life this way.....