Upside Down ??
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 6:35 AM
Today seems like a bad day.. Too many things happen at once. And i dont know how to word it out. I din want to sleep at night. I din know what i can do. I went to play barbie. Barbie reminds me of my childhood. Those happy days where you have to worry nothing but just how to dress up our lovey Barbie. When we're young we wish time could pass faster, so we could grow up quicker. But now that we're all grown up, we wish that time could turn back. How ironic can that be?? Within seconds, my life just turned upside down. From very happy moment, laughing my arse off with friends, to a doomed day, just in seconds. I dont know if I should be determined on what I am doing. I have no sense of direction in life anymore. I doubt on every step I make. Wondering if this very next step i make would cause harm to how many people i loved, or is this step gonna brighten up their day...?? I dont know anymore. I used to be so sure of what I am doing, but this time i failed in fate's hand. Fate and destiny had brought me here today. I tried resisting them, but failed. I'm tired now, tired of falling again, because I dont know if I still have the ability to stand up again....
李玖哲 再见
电话还在响我有些心慌
熟悉的号码在挣扎
故作的坚强虚伪的力量
撑过这一刻更悲伤
没接的电话是一种惩罚
不该想却割舍不下
如果再见我你能说什么
说爱我或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见我
还那么难过
短讯声在响凌晨两点半
惊醒的房里更孤单
一句睡了吗像你的习惯
这夜晚为你而混乱
因为对你我连再见都
说不出口
我想你能懂爱还在心中
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