Mandy..?
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 12:01 PM
You wrote me this, you told me how tired you are. I'm sorry... Things can never turn back, please forgive my innocence and my stubbornness. I guess it's time we think thoroughly about what we want in the future. 'Sorry' is the only thing I can say....
(I just viewed all picture from ur friendster. Every single moment u will capture down. Even in my blog, most of the moment u are really happy when u having videocall with me. I really wish to have the moment back. the Mandy.the only girl i wish to be with together.
Sorry being mean to you. I am tell u the truth now. recently when we argued, i really feel tiring. I feeling to giveup. i have the feel to say , lets break. But i never, cause i dun want to end our relation like that. )
Sorry that I made you feel this way. I guess things aint the same anymore. Have you noticed that you're finally tired of me? I dont know any better way to make us feel better. Thanks for being so honest. I guess I am really not the same me anymore. Not the Mandy you know anymore. I cant deny the fact that I am afraid. I'm too afraid to think about the future. Because I dont see your existence in my future anymore. Your presence in my future is gradually fading. There isnt any easier way out. I loved you, I really do. But distance has made me feel numb. I dont know how to show you that I care anymore. I dont know how to word those feelings out anymore. I really dont know how far can we go. But there's something I'm definitely sure of, I never thought of leaving you at this moment. Please hold on to your words for another 6 weeks, because i know i would, if you wanted to.... I'm sorry, I guess we're really tired of LDR already.
如果分离是唯一的解脱
连未来也没有我 爱著你
仍是我的执著
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