I still remember this moment. Victory in National Level for Choral Speaking. Look at our arrogant and happy faces. We're so proud of ourselves. I miss those days. Time passes so fast, without even us realising it. Looking at this picture, it reminds me that one year had gone just like that. High school life in Sri Garden had ended one year earlier for me, and this would be the last year for all of them in the picture. I swear i miss every moment I'm with them. Always being competitive and so confident. We're just like a family. A huge family. I swear we love each other so much, although sometimes we dont show it. When we grow old sometime, we'll definately remember how awesome this class was. Each of us, represent something in the family tree. Even the 1 who talk least in class will never be forgotten.

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I dont know what is wrong with me lately. I have been feeling so stress over weeks. I cant study for my yearlies. My attention span wont last longer than 1 hour. I'm so stress. I dont know where to start and how to start studying. There's so many things in mind. I've got so many assignments and studies. I just cant study because i'm over stressing. Why does life just become so dull all in a sudden?? I want to go home. I miss home!!! It's so stress here. I cant cope with it. I had been arguing with 2 of my love ones. I'm going crazy soon. Why does it feels even worse than SPM??

Labels: happy birthday mun

Labels: Anniversary

Sometimes life can be really good, where you wish that time could stop forever, allowing you to enjoy every single second of that moment. Hoping that you will never have to face the cruel reality, where those monsters and aliens are awaiting to hunt you. That will just NEVER happen. Life is full of ups and downs, and at times, us as normal human beings, wish that we could give up and just move on, but that's not how it supposed to be. No matter how hard it will be, we would strive harder to achieve it. I'm mostly like that. (not self-praising, that's because i am weak, everything seems hard to me) The harder it is, the more i want to achieve it. I dont want to give up because it is difficult. I want to prove to others that I can do it too.

But this time round, I feel like giving up...

Maybe it's time for us to think mature. Life is just not about this. Life is about a lot of unexpected things. I dont know what will happen tomorrow. Neither do I know what will happen to us in the future. I lied before, but those were white lies to protect myself. I dont know what has gone wrong. Ever since then, we had been playing those guessing games. Where we fantasize, imagine and create those ridiculous stories and assume that everything we think it's the truth. It's enough!!! I know I lost your trust and there's no other way I can help to make you trust me again, I just hope everything could stop. Coz dont want to live my life this way.....