Happy? 22nd Anniversary Baby..
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 5:19 AM
Happy Anniversary baby...
We've made to the 22nd Month...
I think this is the worst anniversary we had. I'm sorry things turned so bad. Tonight, i finally realise that you've changed so much within months. You've became so mature. I feel so bad for just noticing the changes in you at the very last chance. You didn't cry tonight, but i sobbing all the way through. It actually hurts more to not see you cry. It's because i know you're crying on the inside. I've hurt you unlimited times. And loved you before with all I have. I feel so impressed with what you told me.
You said, 'I feel so proud for letting you go, more proud than being together with you'
It shows how much you've changed from before. You said if letting go is the only choice that leads me to a better way, you would. I feel so touched by you. I didn't know what i wanted. Because all i know is, I dont wanna let you go. You were so determined. I've never seen you so 'man-ly' before. Not till today. Thank you for letting me know about everything. Thank you for giving me what's best for me. You mean a lot to me. If..If we couldn't be together, I still hope to have you around.
Because, You're the best thing I can ever have in life.
Thank you. And for the last time, Sorry..
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