I love you...
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 11:42 AM
As much as I hate to admit.. Yes, we broke up.
Not because we dont love each other anymore, but because that's the best thing you could ever do to some1 that you truly love, if being together with them could hurt them. We have been together since ages, and you had become part of my life. We wouldn't be coming up to this end if at the first place, I didn't leave. I wish everything could turn back, because leaving you is my last resolution. I cannot deny that you are the best guy I ever had. But i am just too weak. I couldnt take it anymore. You are right, it has nothing to do with my friends. It's just that I am so tired of LDR. I needed some1 to always be there to assist me. I needed some1 to be hold my back when I fall. I know you did all you can to make me feel the same. But is sucks so bad knowing that the person you want the most is on the other side of the world. I tried all I can to make everything work. Nothing is the same anymore. I woke up from nightmares in tears, wishing that the first person I could talk to is you. But all i get is those long dialling tone that is so so sickening and made you gave up on calling. I dont know how make you understand, you are the best guy I ever had. You are the 1 who had accompany me through the worst year of my life. Cheering me up when you yourself is in tears. Telling me that everything will be fine, when you know that it is not. Singing songs to make me sleep when I couldnt. Getting the best of everything for me. It's so hard for me to actually leave you. But things cannot go on like that, I dont want to hurt you more. I am sorry. I know you too do wish that some1 could care for you, but I cant do it anymore, that's why I wish you could find some1 better than me. I dont want you to stay and suffer, because of my ignorance. Please forgive me!! The last thing I want you to know is that, If ever there is a chance to meet again, you know I'll always come back to you. I love you....
Forgive me for my weakness. I am so sorry..!
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