Mandy's Blog :)

I love you...

2010-03-12T11:42:00.000-08:00

As much as I hate to admit.. Yes, we broke up.

Not because we dont love each other anymore, but because that's the best thing you could ever do to some1 that you truly love, if being together with them could hurt them. We have been together since ages, and you had become part of my life. We wouldn't be coming up to this end if at the first place, I didn't leave. I wish everything could turn back, because leaving you is my last resolution. I cannot deny that you are the best guy I ever had. But i am just too weak. I couldnt take it anymore. You are right, it has nothing to do with my friends. It's just that I am so tired of LDR. I needed some1 to always be there to assist me. I needed some1 to be hold my back when I fall. I know you did all you can to make me feel the same. But is sucks so bad knowing that the person you want the most is on the other side of the world. I tried all I can to make everything work. Nothing is the same anymore. I woke up from nightmares in tears, wishing that the first person I could talk to is you. But all i get is those long dialling tone that is so so sickening and made you gave up on calling. I dont know how make you understand, you are the best guy I ever had. You are the 1 who had accompany me through the worst year of my life. Cheering me up when you yourself is in tears. Telling me that everything will be fine, when you know that it is not. Singing songs to make me sleep when I couldnt. Getting the best of everything for me. It's so hard for me to actually leave you. But things cannot go on like that, I dont want to hurt you more. I am sorry. I know you too do wish that some1 could care for you, but I cant do it anymore, that's why I wish you could find some1 better than me. I dont want you to stay and suffer, because of my ignorance. Please forgive me!! The last thing I want you to know is that, If ever there is a chance to meet again, you know I'll always come back to you. I love you....

Forgive me for my weakness. I am so sorry..!

Luvos..

2010-02-28T03:41:00.000-08:00

*random pic*
My mom went home on Friday. Not gonna come back till April. It'll be fast anyway. Since mom is away, which also means party time with friends. Lol. Not exactly party, but had great fun going out together. I've been hanging out with this group of Jie Jie (Sisters) and Gor Gor (brothers), *studying their last year in Uni*. Haven been going out with them for weeks, ever since my mom came. We went to the city on Saturday, but didn't manage to stay for the Madigra. We went dinner in Strathfield instead, Korean BBQ. Then we went all the way back to the city again, for karaoke. By the time I'm home it's 2 already. Tiring day though.

Didnt manage to take any pictures, cause they are over with the 'camwhore' stage. XD But still manage to steal a picture or two from them. They look much older than me, that's because they are elder than me. XD. I only manage to steal pictures of 4 of them (I am closer to this 4 obviously).

Pressies received this year (from them)
1. Swarovski Necklace
2. Ipod Nano

On My Birthday...

2010-02-28T03:31:00.000-08:00

...went dinner with mom and a mysterious person (cannot be named.. XD) at Bankstown Club. Had Spanish food, Paella as main, and Caesar salad. It was an awesome day, CAUSE IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.. Muahahaha.. I am 18 now.. which mean i am LEGAL.. Lols.. Not much pictures taken..

Happy Birthday M...

2010-02-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

It's way past my birthday and I haven been blogging much again. It's because I have the 'best' connection in the world. Nothing much on my birthday though. 2 days before, mom held a small gathering, with Tash family. Will let the pictures do the talking. =)

Camwhore time..

Cake 'cutting' time...

Happy Birthday Sis....

2010-02-20T04:20:00.000-08:00

I miss you...And Happy Birthday Sis... This is the few first things I want to say to you. Time has gone past us so fast. It's your 16th Birthday, and once again, I cant celebrate with you this year. Still remember how we celebrate our birthday together? I wonder if that day will ever come again. Hoping that there would be a chance out there, for us to hang out together again. Shopping, gossiping and overnights..!!! Again.

Have a great year sis..! You know I love you.. =)

*Gonna re-blog

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentines

2010-02-14T21:38:00.000-08:00

There's always a reason for something. The reason why my blog is under 'construction', it's because some1 wants to motivate me to blog more often. I'm seriously a bludger..! Cant be bothered uploading pictures or blog; but he succeed 'motivating' me. So yea, here's your blog post. =P

Obviously, I dont really like Valentines nowadays. So let's just talk about Chinese New Year. We held a small gathering at home with family and some friends. It was pretty much fun, but i have to say, it's really tiring having a party at home. First of all, that's because I have to prepare food for the guests and of course serve them. By the end of the party, we're dead tired. Wish you were here though.. =)

We've bought cakes, red wines and beer (of course). It's different from Malaysian's celebration. We love gambling during CNY, but basically we dont here. Miss my hometown real much. =) But yea, it was still fun. Something different. =) It always worth a try. So yea, here are the pictures. Not gonna label or give description yet. Cause the blog is pretty much NOT DONE editing, and there's some errors uploading pictures. So.. Enjoy. =)

Happy? 22nd Anniversary Baby..

2010-02-10T05:19:00.000-08:00

Happy Anniversary baby...

We've made to the 22nd Month...

I think this is the worst anniversary we had. I'm sorry things turned so bad. Tonight, i finally realise that you've changed so much within months. You've became so mature. I feel so bad for just noticing the changes in you at the very last chance. You didn't cry tonight, but i sobbing all the way through. It actually hurts more to not see you cry. It's because i know you're crying on the inside. I've hurt you unlimited times. And loved you before with all I have. I feel so impressed with what you told me.

You said, 'I feel so proud for letting you go, more proud than being together with you'

It shows how much you've changed from before. You said if letting go is the only choice that leads me to a better way, you would. I feel so touched by you. I didn't know what i wanted. Because all i know is, I dont wanna let you go. You were so determined. I've never seen you so 'man-ly' before. Not till today. Thank you for letting me know about everything. Thank you for giving me what's best for me. You mean a lot to me. If..If we couldn't be together, I still hope to have you around.

Because, You're the best thing I can ever have in life.

Thank you. And for the last time, Sorry..

So CLOSE yet So FAR

2010-01-15T07:51:00.000-08:00

Haven been blogging for a long long long time. What makes me wanna blog again? Well, besides anniversary post, i haven been talking much about my life. As most of my dearly friends know that I am back in KL. So here I am talking about the overall trip back to KL (although my trip haven end). Well.. So far, I think my trip back to KL was quite disappointing. First of all, there's been some issue going on with me and baby. That can be excused, we're doing great now. And there's a thing that i have to mention. The bonds between me and my friends. Maybe I've been away for too long, and it seems that i gradually doesnt exist in them anymore. I dont know if that's true, but at least that's how i feel. Not to mention that we've all grown up so quickly. Having their first year at college, busy catching up with their lives and of course with their dearies. I mean that's really common. We're growing up and at this very stage, friends are not our first priority. Eventually someday you'll be asking, 'what are frens?'. I'm just exaggerating. Anyway, back to the point, I haven been seeing my friends lately and that's really sad. Not even my besties. Yea, imagine that. They now have different gangs too. Besties outside the circles??Busy with lovers?? I have been back for almost 3 weeks, and i haven exactly hang out with 2 of my besties. Makes me feel friendship are just worth that much. Not to mention, we haven NOT been talking to each other too. Makes me feel so hilarious and ridiculous. I'm angry. Angry that we've grown up so fast. Angry that growing up makes us distant. Our friendship (besties) had been for years and years. 7? 8? I honestly dont remember when was the last time we talked on phone for hours and hours. I dont remember when was the last time we stop argueing and actually make fun of each other. If i know this would happen, I rather choose to not come back. Rather not face this cruel reality that, 'you dont even remember that i came home'. Maybe this is what we call 'SO CLOSE YET SO FAR'

Besides the boring lousy essay above, there's something i want to tell you (i guess we know who you are). I dont know if you still ever remember i have a blog or do you still ever remember that i was your bestfren. Or if you'll ever read this.

I haven been feeling the same way on any other bestie. Maybe because you're the 1 who changed the most. I remembered when i came home last July. I was thrilled to find lots of pressies from you. Lots of phone calls from you. Talking for hours and hours. Gossiping about others. Sharing stories about ppl you did not know or familiar with. We went shopping together, staring at that Sungei W. guy. Mamak-ing late night. Sleepovers. Surprise cupcakes. Swimming. Wardrobe-ing. We had lots of fun and love in it. I still remember how u used to call me, when I'm in Aust. Promising me that you'll call me every week. Called when i cried. Called when you need to talk. Can you remember exactly when was the last time you called? And when was the time where you promised you'll called but never did at all? I cant remember anymore. I guess it's too long ago. I came home this time. You lied to me. You never ever called me. Not even once. Never text me. I know you'll be asking, why must you be the 1 to make the first move. Well, i did called you. But i gave up next. Because ever since that call, you never called again. I didn't want to talk to you directly. I'm angry. Yes, I am very. Because i hate the huge change in you. It's so scary and terrifying. I didn't know that ... can changed you into some1 I dont even know. It's no use talking to you, because you'll never ever remember me. He filled your heart and your brain. I reckon, you wont even remember when I'm leaving, or when I'll be back again. As much as i hate to say, you're not the gal i know anymore. And as much as you hate to know, I dislike the new you so much..

When was the last time we hugged so close and smile so wide??

It is our 21 Month Anniversary..

2010-01-10T07:47:00.000-08:00

Thanks baby for everything you did for me..

These few months we have been through our ups and downs..

From loving couple to couple that argues everyday. And we have been in long distance relationship couple for a year. That 1 year was pretty tough. We had to go through lots of obstacles. You have always been there for me. This is the reason why i couldnt leave you. You seems to be my everything. Till late December where we decided to give it a break. Maybe because of the distance and other distractions, made us feel so tired. I'm happy that at end, we're back together. So soon, this is our 21st Month Anniversary. Thanks baby for everything.. I love you..

Happy 21st Month Anniversary Baby..

Merry Merry.. New Year..

2009-12-28T04:01:00.000-08:00

Hello People..!!

I'm back with my new hair..

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !

Have a safe holiday...

GO SCREW YOURSELF FUCKING BITCH..!!

2009-12-16T03:13:00.000-08:00

Fuck! I just wanna curse..!! I dont understand how can some1 be so mean? Fucking family..! Fucking arse..! I dont care if you ever get to read this post. But this 'special' post is dedicated to you.. Mother fuckers..!!

I am staying in your house for just ONE more day..!! And you ask me to pay $33..??? I didn't even stay home for breakfast, lunch, dinner???? I only come back to bath ONCE..!! And sleep on YOUR BED FOR ONE NIGHT..!!!! And you charge me money for that?? Go fuck yourself.

Please dont tell people that you're my mom's fren. CAUSE THAT'S HUMILIATING ME AND MY MOM..!! We dont have friends so fucked up like you..!! Go screw yourself..!!

All this while, staying in your house DOESN'T make me feel like I am welcomed at all. Stop pretending that you really care about me. You dont want me to get in trouble just because IF I AM IN TROUBLE, YOU WILL BE RESPONSIBLE..!! Dont treat me like a 3 years old kid who knows nothing..!!

Besides, If it wasn't me. DO YOU THINK YOU WILL HAVE THE MONEY TO BUY PLASMA TV? COUCH?? LAPTOP??? If it wasn't for me, I guess you would have been begging for money..!! Fuckers..!!!

Just go crash the wall..!!! I hate you..!!! No wonder you've got NO FRIENDS..!! FUCK YOURSELF..!!!

What??

2009-11-29T13:25:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, it's not up to us to decide whether this should go right or this should go wrong. Many things in life is decided. Maybe I am wrong, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm already giving up. I took u into my family tree, wanting you to be part of my family... But things changes, I can no long give u the promises I made earlier. I told u to stay calm, but things aint gonna get better by just keeping quiet. We ignore it now, things will be fine. But the same problem will resurface again in the near future. I guess, we've been pushing it way to far. And it's time that we talk it out...

Forgive me for my decisions.

Time Traveler's Wife

2009-11-16T02:37:00.000-08:00

It's a Friday night people..!! Awesome day for a movie. P and me went out to Parra for Time Traveler's Wife. It is a MUST watch show. It's so touching, something different from other movies. It's not those happy ending movies, it's a sad but happy ending. Hard to explain, but please please please go watch it. It's really awesome. Starting of the movie is a bit boring, but stay on people... The best part always come last. After movie, ice-cream time.... =)

AWESOME..!!

P promoting herself, i guess?? XD

Promoting Cheese & Onion Crinkle Cut Chips..

After movie..

My awesome-ness FISH BOWL STRAWBERRY SANITY..!!!

2 scoop Strawberry Ice Cream

2 scoop Chocolate Ice Cream

Awesome-ness choco flakes

& Choco waffer...!!!

American Fries (with cheese and crispy bacon strips, not forgetting shallots)

There goes our Friday night... =)

Happy 19th Month Anniversary Baby

2009-11-10T21:28:00.001-08:00

Happy 19th Month Anniversary Piggie..!!!

Mandy..?

2009-11-08T12:01:00.000-08:00

You wrote me this, you told me how tired you are. I'm sorry... Things can never turn back, please forgive my innocence and my stubbornness. I guess it's time we think thoroughly about what we want in the future. 'Sorry' is the only thing I can say....

(I just viewed all picture from ur friendster. Every single moment u will capture down. Even in my blog, most of the moment u are really happy when u having videocall with me. I really wish to have the moment back. the Mandy.the only girl i wish to be with together.

Sorry being mean to you. I am tell u the truth now. recently when we argued, i really feel tiring. I feeling to giveup. i have the feel to say , lets break. But i never, cause i dun want to end our relation like that. )

Sorry that I made you feel this way. I guess things aint the same anymore. Have you noticed that you're finally tired of me? I dont know any better way to make us feel better. Thanks for being so honest. I guess I am really not the same me anymore. Not the Mandy you know anymore. I cant deny the fact that I am afraid. I'm too afraid to think about the future. Because I dont see your existence in my future anymore. Your presence in my future is gradually fading. There isnt any easier way out. I loved you, I really do. But distance has made me feel numb. I dont know how to show you that I care anymore. I dont know how to word those feelings out anymore. I really dont know how far can we go. But there's something I'm definitely sure of, I never thought of leaving you at this moment. Please hold on to your words for another 6 weeks, because i know i would, if you wanted to.... I'm sorry, I guess we're really tired of LDR already.

如果分离是唯一的解脱

最後的话我来说

如果永远你不必再难过

遗憾让我来过

就算过去的回忆太脆弱

连未来也没有我爱著你

仍是我的执著

R-A-N-D-O-M...

2009-11-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

After 2 weeks of school, finally I got myself back together...

Random....

Got nothing much to blog lately.

Night people..!!

Back to school...

2009-10-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

As I always say... Time passes really fast. School will reopen tomorrow and things will be quite tiring and busy for me. I guess this is not a bad thing though. At least time can past even faster when you're busy. =D

Well.... I'm not one of those who are pretty excited about school, but I'm definately a very vain person. Have fun people. This term is pretty short. Only 9 weeks babe..!!

Happy 'Schooling', Everyone..!!

Upside Down ??

2009-10-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

Today seems like a bad day.. Too many things happen at once. And i dont know how to word it out. I din want to sleep at night. I din know what i can do. I went to play barbie. Barbie reminds me of my childhood. Those happy days where you have to worry nothing but just how to dress up our lovey Barbie. When we're young we wish time could pass faster, so we could grow up quicker. But now that we're all grown up, we wish that time could turn back. How ironic can that be?? Within seconds, my life just turned upside down. From very happy moment, laughing my arse off with friends, to a doomed day, just in seconds. I dont know if I should be determined on what I am doing. I have no sense of direction in life anymore. I doubt on every step I make. Wondering if this very next step i make would cause harm to how many people i loved, or is this step gonna brighten up their day...?? I dont know anymore. I used to be so sure of what I am doing, but this time i failed in fate's hand. Fate and destiny had brought me here today. I tried resisting them, but failed. I'm tired now, tired of falling again, because I dont know if I still have the ability to stand up again....

李玖哲再见

电话还在响我有些心慌

熟悉的号码在挣扎

故作的坚强虚伪的力量

撑过这一刻更悲伤

没接的电话是一种惩罚

不该想却割舍不下

如果再见我你能说什么

说爱我或只是寂寞

原谅我冷漠选择不联络

因为我担心你会听见我

还那么难过

短讯声在响凌晨两点半

惊醒的房里更孤单

一句睡了吗像你的习惯

这夜晚为你而混乱

因为对你我连再见都

说不出口

我想你能懂爱还在心中

P for Parra & Phuong

2009-10-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

Haven been uploading much.. Somehow I feel like uploading some pictures today (although i am extremely tired). Went to Parramata with P and went to work after that..

At the train station..

A better pic...??

Sorry about the fucked up face.. XD

At the Chocolate Shop...

I wanted to help her take a nice pic...

But... SHE KEEP MOVING...!!

And yea...!!

SOMETIMES YOU FEEL LIKE BASHING HER UP..!! HAHAHA

Haha.. Just one shot.. And it's PERFECT.. XD

My lovey dovey HOT DARK CHOC..!!

XD That dummy's espresso..

Dont cry. Life is stil bright..

Our sweetie strawberry choco dip.. YUMS...!!

That's all for today... Gonna work tomorrow.. FML.. =D

I love you baby.

Happy 18 Months Anniversary Baby..

2009-10-10T21:01:00.001-07:00

Time seems to past really really fast. It's like a blink of an eye and it has been 17 years and more I've been living in this world. And another blink of eye and it's me and my baby's 18th month anniversary. *Omg.. I'm so irrelevant and random* XD

Just a quick wishing to my baby :

Happy 18th Month Anniversary Baby

BABI..!!

2009-10-08T21:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry...??

2009-10-07T02:55:00.000-07:00

I hope just 'sorry' can help to mend back our relationship..

Once again,

Sorry for what had happened.. I've decided to tell the truth. And maybe this might be the worst decision ever, because you might leave me after knowing it. I know what ever I say to you now, wont just make sense... I just hope you could think over, if I dont love you anymore, I wont be asking you to forgive me.. Love might be fake for others... But my love to you, had never been fake..

Like what i had said, by writing this, I just ruin your trust to me.. But hoping that by telling the truth, you'll forgive me..

Sorry..

我还不明白为什么离开了我

没有你的电话没有一封信

我每天晚上在这里那里也不想去

可是我好爱你我觉得我会离不开你

可惜我丢了你慢慢我的眼泪留下来

回家回家我需要你

回家回家马上来我的身边

别再哭就让他走再多痛苦的等候

相信我也能承受闭上眼不再留恋

你却一遍又一遍出现在想你的夜

别说不会有结果永远永远别说分手

而你又怎么能够

就这样的放手一去不再回头

BE HERE, JUST BE THERE, MY LOVE AND ONLY LOVE

回家回家我需要你

　哦~ 回家马上回家

　我需要你回家回家

　马上来我的身边

　 BE HERE, JUST BE THERE, MY LOVE AND ONLY LOVE

　回家回家马上来我的身边

B to the Bo...Bo to the ring

2009-10-01T19:45:00.000-07:00

One of the photo during a shooting.

Being random...

Holiday is effing boring...

Lucky my mom is here to bring me around.

Had been working for few days this week,

Gonna work later in the afternoon too. @@

I wanna go to the BEACH!!!!

Any1 interested to head off to the beach for some tanning with me???? Pleaseeee...!!!

Anyway....

Good Luck to those who are doing the SPM trials,

and their end year examinations.... ^^

Good luck to my baby boy.. Muaxxx

I love them

2009-09-17T03:31:00.000-07:00

I still remember this moment. Victory in National Level for Choral Speaking. Look at our arrogant and happy faces. We're so proud of ourselves. I miss those days. Time passes so fast, without even us realising it. Looking at this picture, it reminds me that one year had gone just like that. High school life in Sri Garden had ended one year earlier for me, and this would be the last year for all of them in the picture. I swear i miss every moment I'm with them. Always being competitive and so confident. We're just like a family. A huge family. I swear we love each other so much, although sometimes we dont show it. When we grow old sometime, we'll definately remember how awesome this class was. Each of us, represent something in the family tree. Even the 1 who talk least in class will never be forgotten.

Somethings that I will never forget about them :

1. Mei Yee - my bestfren since young

2. Chen Teng - my babi who happens to be my neighbour too

3. Jia Qi - my ugly bestfren who loves me a lot

4. Joo Hui - our class monitor for 4 years and also my math teacher XD

5. Yusri - our assistant monitor in Form4, the slut

6. Jonathan - my grandpa, Mr.Singapore ^^

7. Qasyaff - the script writer (Choral Speaking)

8. Benny - Jy once destroyed his jacket by accident. I think he dont realise it till now. XD

9. Shaun - The Mr. Smart, my childhood fren

10. Yang - My sheep, my neighbour too

11. Sylvia - the Latin dancer that I'm envied for, my childhood bestfren =)

12. Michelle Lim - The 1 who lost her spec all the time

13. Terance - My zai zai, the future doctor

14. Jian Yong - The food lover who loves to joke, my all time fav joker.

15. Mou Chuan - the hardworking guy, my si fu HAHA

16. Adele - the aeroplane gal, who never ever go out with me!!!!

17. Carmen - the silly gal of EVERY year.

18. Vivian - my long lost fren. We knew each other when we're 3 XD

19. Mei Shen - the small, quiet gal.

20. Michelle Low - The smart gal, ranking #1 ALWAYS!!!

21. Alfred Choo - loves calling me ugly duckling

22. Jine Jine - my chubby childhood bestie

23. Malcolm - the Mr Head Prefect

24. May Xin - the chinese pro

I MISS them!!

OH MY GOSH!!!

2009-09-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

I dont know what is wrong with me lately. I have been feeling so stress over weeks. I cant study for my yearlies. My attention span wont last longer than 1 hour. I'm so stress. I dont know where to start and how to start studying. There's so many things in mind. I've got so many assignments and studies. I just cant study because i'm over stressing. Why does life just become so dull all in a sudden?? I want to go home. I miss home!!! It's so stress here. I cant cope with it. I had been arguing with 2 of my love ones. I'm going crazy soon. Why does it feels even worse than SPM??

How am I suppose to fit all subjects *from the beginning of the year up to now* just in one week?? I'm fully occupied with assignments and finally I can sit down to study, my head just went blank. I'm studying for this chapter, and suddenly realise (fuck) I have another fucking 17 chapters to catch up on. And i just got fed up, walk away and started crying. Wondering why am i so stupid and lazy..!! I haven been crying over my studies for like GOZILLION YEARS!!! How ironic can i be?? Want to get extremely good marks but not being able to study anything!!

Just SCREW MY LIFE!!!!!!

Happy Birthday !!!

2009-09-12T23:19:00.000-07:00

HEY GUESS WHAT???!!

Today is my favourite's Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUN!!!

And by favourite, I mean favourite food. XD

Roasted pig with thick layers of fats.

IT'S JUST YUMSS!!!

Look at the layers.

- A layer of crispy skin

- A layer of fats

- A layer of meat

Aint it look DELICIOUS???

Will continue this post later,

Happy Birthday Mun. ^^

Happy 1 Year 5th Month Anniversary

2009-09-10T23:26:00.001-07:00

Happy 621 Days Anniversary Baby

Baby, thanks for being caring.

And didn't blame me cause i didn't stay up last night.

I love you sooooo much. ^^

Where did Happiness went??

2009-09-04T06:27:00.000-07:00

Sometimes life can be really good, where you wish that time could stop forever, allowing you to enjoy every single second of that moment. Hoping that you will never have to face the cruel reality, where those monsters and aliens are awaiting to hunt you. That will just NEVER happen. Life is full of ups and downs, and at times, us as normal human beings, wish that we could give up and just move on, but that's not how it supposed to be. No matter how hard it will be, we would strive harder to achieve it. I'm mostly like that. (not self-praising, that's because i am weak, everything seems hard to me) The harder it is, the more i want to achieve it. I dont want to give up because it is difficult. I want to prove to others that I can do it too.

But this time round, I feel like giving up...

Maybe it's time for us to think mature. Life is just not about this. Life is about a lot of unexpected things. I dont know what will happen tomorrow. Neither do I know what will happen to us in the future. I lied before, but those were white lies to protect myself. I dont know what has gone wrong. Ever since then, we had been playing those guessing games. Where we fantasize, imagine and create those ridiculous stories and assume that everything we think it's the truth. It's enough!!! I know I lost your trust and there's no other way I can help to make you trust me again, I just hope everything could stop. Coz dont want to live my life this way.....

M & A

2009-08-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

Today is Malaysia's National Day..!!

and it's also our Famous Chicken Rice Seller's Birthday!!

Gonna talk about Malaysia first. ^^

Although I'm not in Malaysia, I still feel the patriotism here in Sydney!!

Malaysia is really an awesome place. Maybe it's not that advance YET (it will be in the near future) but I still love Malaysia so much. I dont usually celebrate Merdeka in a very patriotic way. Normally I go count down at Bukit Bintang (hot spot for tourist) with some bunch of so call 'Double L' friends. 'Merdeka' brings up a lot childhood memories to me. We used to sing 'Negaraku' every Monday morning during assembly. Our school used to celebrate Merdeka. Giving chances to every student to perform about something patriotic. Our class will always be the group that sings every year. Haha. It was fun though. I still remember how we screwed up the whole thing by singing the wrong song. And we had to rearrange everything all over again in just one day. I love the spirit in all of us. Those blue, red, white and yellow bands made by JY. I find it quite ironic. How we hated those bands but still wears it during performance. I reckon we did not regret, bcoz they *audience* love it. ^^ Happy memories. I wonder if those days will ever come back. Life is just so ironic, ay?? How we wish we could grow up faster, and when we're old enough, we wish we could be young again. Okay. That is way out of topic. Merdeka is just the perfect day for all races and cultures to gather together. Malaysia is AWESOME!!!

Merdeka Boleh!!!

Malaysians Boleh Juga!!!

Can some1 just tell me Malaysia is just sooo Beautiful??

Malaysian's Local Food

Malay Food - Nasi Lemak

Chinese Food - Chi Cheong Fun

Indian Food - Roti tissue

Beautiful Places in KL

My favourite place!! Pavilion.

1 Utama a.k.a 1U

Inside view of our famous tourist spot. KLCC a.k.a twin tower!!

Our biggest lagoon!! Sunway Piramid/Lagoon!!

I'm being very patriotic here, for once. Lol. I love Malaysia!!!

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First of all,

I dont even know if you'll read my blog

*too poor, cant afford to get internet*

But still...

Happy Birthday Adele a.k.a No.1 Chicken Rice Seller!!!

*dont kill me, this is the latest picture i have in my comp*

I dont even remember when i meet you. HAHA!! Joking only, alright. We first met in Form1. You're new student. And u fell in love with me. Bug me to be with you, but i told you off. HAHA!! Until today, we're still friends. Are you happy?? I think you do. I knew you for so many years d, but never get a chance to go out with you at all. It's your fault. Always 'put aeroplane'. I will bash you up if Dec you're not gonna hang out with us, alright???!!! I seriously love you....R sister. HAHA. She's so adorable. ^^ I know your biggest dreams is to be pretty. And i know you will and you are pretty, huns. Hope to see a brand new Adele when i get back!! Have a lovely birthday. You know, i do love you. ^^ Happy Birthday, dele..!!! ^^

Happy Birthday P

2009-08-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

I know my blog is dead!! But it will be alive for tonight!!

Anyway, this is a super late birthday post. XD

Happy Birthday Phuong!!!

27.08.09

Yup!! It's her birthday! It's her birthday!!

I'm glad to have to as my fren.

I still remember it was my first day at school. The night before, I was full panicked and worried, I'm worried if I'll ever be able to meet some1 that can go through my 2 years High School life here. I reckon the God is good to me. He didn't want to see me to cry or to be a loner. He granted me 'you'. I knew u since then. We've been through ups and downs together. We love talking about our countries, our friends. Eventually, we became very dependent on each other. I feel really comfortable around u. I dont have to hide myself and pretend to be a bimbo. Even if our friendship will only last for 2 years (I'm just saying) , that would be good enough. At least I'll always remember that I have had a bestfren in Aussieland.

All in all, I'm happy I met you and Happy Birthday!! Hope you like the present i gave u.

p/s: Thanks your brother for the beautiful lunch. ^.-

Lovely Dress

2009-08-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

Canon G10

2009-08-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

I haven been uploading blog for a long time.

Just a simple post.

I bought a new camera (it's 1 month old already)

Canon G10

I really want to learn how to use these cameras with different lens.

I have gozillion pictures taken with this new camera

But i'm EXTREMELY lazy to blog

Will blog when I feel like. XD

Handsome Chic??

2009-08-18T00:35:00.000-07:00

Can some1 please tell me my boyfren is an evil creature??? HEHE. He transform me into a

HANDSOME CHIC

Can I court you, sexy??? =D

If you think I'm not pretty.
Well, at least..
I'm HANDSOME. XD

Happy 16 Month Anniversary

2009-08-12T05:24:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 Year and 4 Month Anniversary Baby ^^

Yup yup,

It's 16 Months already.

So fast yea??

Doing Good,

Moving On. ^^

Baby,

Although lately we have been quarelling a lot,

I still love you as much as before,

Or should I say, more than before.

Sometimes argueing isnt a bad thing.

At least, through quarels we get to know each better.

And from it, we learn to appreciate each other more.

I love you baby. ^^

Cant wait to Dec to be with you again. ^^

ps: A small reminder to you bi, you're in hot soup!! >=

I'm so tired...

2009-08-06T05:40:00.001-07:00

I'm so tired...

Physically & Mentally

Thanks to Mou Chuan,

Finally i mange to finis my physics assignment.

What Are You Thinking...

2009-08-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

If I dont effing care about you..

I wont go back to M'sia

If I dont effing care about you..

I wont even celebrate your birthday with you

If i dont effing care about you..

I wont prepare for your birthday

If i dont effing care about you..

I wont even use my damn 2 weeks spending every effing day with you

What the hell are you thinking???

Every1 changes in their very own way.

And yes, I've changed in a way,

But it doesn't mean i dont care, i dont love anymore..

There wont be sweet sweet life everyday,

Do you even want that everyday for the rest of our lives???

For me, 'No'..

I dont want the rest of our lives calling each other 'honey, sweetie, darling, dear'

But deep down, the 'Love' is not there.

Best examples, our group (MT, KM, CT,MY & JQ)

We scold each other 'Biatch'

Criticizing each other on a daily basis

But what does that change???

Deep down, we know that we love each other so much

And how much we dont want each other to fall..

True love dont just come from saying..

It comes from the HEART...!!

Swine Flu Song

2009-08-02T03:58:00.000-07:00

A Very Nice Song To Prevent Swine Flu XD

2nd Day before Going Back

2009-07-31T19:37:00.000-07:00

Today i went to JQ's house with Bibi. Early morning I went to the studio modeling for a beauty products. Spend almost 7 hours in the studio. After done with studio, i waited for Bibi at 1U. We went to eat Dragon-i and headed to Darling's house. No pictures at darling's house yet. Gonna update when she send it to me.

Photo shooting

Make up artist

Change look

Clean look

Change again

Bridal look.. Weeee

?? Fierce look??

And i really dont look that fat. Stupid dress is oversized!!!

With Bi at dragon-i

Good camera skills.

How?

2009-07-29T17:12:00.000-07:00

I am back in Sydney once again.

My sister's simple note 'Dont cry, Be strong' is good enough to kill me already

I dont dare to read your (bibi) message just now.

I'm so scared I'll cry non stop

I dont dare to be alone, because I know I'll think sooo much

It's back to the same old hatred life again

I really hate it here,

Why am i so lonely???

I dont want to cry!!

I really dont want to..

But why??? Why cant I stop??

It kills me, It really do...

Baby, I miss you so much...

Baby's House

2009-07-27T07:58:00.000-07:00

Supposingly(again) today bibi and me going to JQ de house. But bibi din ask mami. So we didnt go luu. Ended up in bibi's house. Popo cook very nice petai udang and chicken. ^^ Thankiu popo. ^^

Baby busy dota, so i fell asleep on the bed. @@

Got paparazzi in Bii's room. Haha.

At night we went for early supper in BBQ Plaza

Then bibi send me home. I love u bibi

KlCC 1 Day Trip

2009-07-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

Today went to KLCC with Bii and Chicken JQ. Kar Lame was not feeling well, so she din join us. At night (supposingly) we're going to Mal's open house. But not transport and no cab wants us.(Sorry Mal. Held another open house in Dec. I'll come I swear) Lol. So conclusion, WHOLE DAY AT KLCC ^^

Darling stuck in the middle. ^^

I love him.

Miss u..

L for Losers

Losers= chicken. ^^

Love my darling chicken

Wah... Look like dai siu ye..

The crazy chicken. hehe

My Sor Lou

The Fat Hao Pose. hehe.

They wanted me to act like an idiot. Lol

Went to Hokaido Fair and bought mum mum to eat. ^^

Stupid face.

Never know where did i get the inspiration from. Lol

I ask them to take a picture.

And they fight. Lol

So the picture ended up like that. @@

The Crazy Saranghae Chicken. =D

She is in love with the 2 black shirt guy behind. Hehe

My bibi kap lui a??

I love the sun LIGHT not Heat... ^^

I'm in love...

With this picture only

Paparazzi Chicken took this picture. Haha

Peace to hot weather. ^^

Dunno what face is that. Lol

I cant stand the heat. Dying... @@

Muaxx bibi

Darling Chicken & me. Weeee

The Crazy 1

The Grumpy 1

The Lovely 1

And...

The End

Friday!!! @@

2009-07-25T08:23:00.000-07:00

Today wait for bibi to end school, then bibi pei me go Oldtown mum mum. ^^

Bibi eat Har Mee

My rendang nasi lemak

weeeee

Bibi ordered de roll.

At night went dinner with my kai ma, kai pa and mom. Each person a set of 8 course dinner that cost RM300 PER PERSON!!! Lol.

Appetizer

Sashimi

Very very fresh

Dried scallop soup

Grilled fish

Beef ^^ Yumsss

Miso soup

Desert!!!

There's only 7 pictures above, that's becoz i missed out a scallop fried rice. hehehe. ^^

Dinner with Mandy & Bibi

2009-07-24T10:42:00.000-07:00

Mandy (Bibi's Jie Jie) decided to bring us all out for Crab dinner. Lol. She (along with baby, Mei Ni, Jancis) came to fetch me for dinner. We went to Kelana Jaya for crabs. No pictures with me right not. Hopefully will get the pictures from Mandy soon. ^^

And also, today i got my new hair cut. ^^ Dont say i look weird, I'll slap u. XD

1st day after trimmed hair. ^^ So short hor??

I trimmed the back hair too. XD

Calling bi while camwhore.

I was lying.

I din trim the back hair. Like it will happen. LOL.

This is the real 1. ^^

Why??!!

2009-07-24T10:22:00.000-07:00

Time seems to past so fast.

Just a blink of eye, 1 week has passed.

It's like 24 hrs a day is never enough.

I've got so many thing I want to do.

So many people I want to meet.

And yet so little time I have.

It's so scary knowing that I will be leaving in 5 days time.

I dont want to go back.

It feels so terribly scary and lonely,

And every depressing word u can find in a dictionary.

But who can I tell?? Who can truly understand how I feel??

Going back seems sooo scary to me.

I've got not much friends back there.

Everyday going back to school,

Meeting a group of ppl that i think i know,

but i actually dont.

All i know is to wait for the time to pass

Waiting for it to end school.

Everyday, waiting for the time to pass.

Hoping that 20 weeks will end faster.

The clock never stops moving.

It ticks and tocks every second.

It's so scary looking at the time

It's so scary that it made me cry

One second past

One minute past

One hour past

One day past

One week past

2 seconds past

2 minute past

2 hour past

2 days past

And left with the final 5 days......

What I am gonna do to make me stay?? :'(

Mid Valley with Bii

2009-07-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

Baby wanted to bring me to MidV for shopping. Before that, we pei mummy do her things. Then, she send us to Mid. Once we reach, we went to buy movie tickets. Then went to eat at Din Tai Fung. Done eating, then we headed to movie!! We watched Obsessed. It's quite a nice show. ^^

In the car

Can u spot my bi??

Half of my bi. ^^

Bibi say he shy.

Dont wanna take pictures with me wor.. =(

Bibi die also dun wan take picture with me!! @@

But of course...

I've got my ways to force him. ^^

Din Tai Fung

Crab meat Xiao Long Bao

Recommended. ^^

Mushroom Vege Dumplings

Not recommended

Bibi's Shrimp & Pork Fried rice

Taiwan spring roll

*Yums*

Obviously i blinked my eyes. LOL

Baby say he bought a BMW. And this is his 'so called' BMW

XD aint he cute

Walking to find mummy for dinner ^^

My Long Lost Fren Kar Lame

2009-07-24T09:57:00.000-07:00

Today went out to sing K with Kar Lame. Not much pictures taken. Busy sing k ma. ^^

Dinner with biiii

2009-07-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

Today pei bibi go home and bath. Then bibi pei me go Times to have dinner. In the mean time waiting for my mom to bring me shopping. ^^

Look at the evil predator.

Dont let me camwhore

I love him. ^^

My lovely nails XD

Baby's wallet from me. ^^

Evil predator again!!

Force bibi to take picture.

Reaching baby's house soon.

He is looking at some lenglui. Hmmp!!

Bibi done bathing le.

My leng leng baby. ^^

Look at my dumb baby.

Going out... Weee!!

My silly biii

Me!!!

Side order, my fav, Lamb!!!

Economy BEEF set. Bibi's fav

BBQ

Bacon roll

My fei lou full full d

We went to Starbucks

Muaxx!!

Outing with My Darling J

2009-07-21T20:09:00.000-07:00

It's a Saturday. Time past sooooo fast. =( Today Bibi and his fren went to Jogoya for his belated Birthday Celebration. ^^ So i went out with my darling chicken. I dont have all the pictures with me again. @@ LOL. We went Sungei Wang to take purikura. Because darling want to. Muahaha. Then we went to Pav to gai gai. ^^

At Pav. ^^

Darling, you saranghae me. ^^

At night meet up with bibi. Bibi pei me go church. Bibi so dai sek. Muaxxxx!!

Me & Bibi walking to mami's shop

Went home to fetch my sis de. While waiting, camwhore lo. XD

Then, bibi join in. LOL

End

Weeee...

2009-07-21T10:19:00.000-07:00

Today went yam cha with mami. Then went shopping with the sistaz and bibi. The pictures with the sistaz is not with me. Lol.

Going out. Weeee

At Shanghai Restaurant in Jw Marriot

Hehe. Mami is trying to smile like me. HEHE!!

Finally meet up with bibi. Bibi eating at Carl's Junior again =.=

Fei G zai.

We went for 'Harry Potter' with the sistaz (Mun, Mei, Jiaq) and bibi. So boring. =P

Then, I went shopping with Bibi after that.

In Padini, Bibi buying pants.

Walking back to mom's shop.

In Mummy's shop waiting for her to bring us to Mid Valley.

End up not going. @@

Kick baby ^^

Weeee.. Dinner with baby later. ^^

After too much of camwhore and too long of waiting.

Baby fell asleep. He is pig. XD

Last picture before going for dinner. ^^

Out with KM

2009-07-20T10:26:00.000-07:00

Today went out with Kar Lame. Actually I didnt go out with her. I just tumpang her car to go over to BB Plaza. Hehe!! I went to fix my nails today. I promised my baby I will go back to meet him after school. But..... My nail only finished at 3.45pm. Baby is so angry neh. Bi An Deh!!! So I decided to join back Kar Lame, since i cant rush home on time. Hehe.

No pictures today. Only my camwhore pictures. XP

The normal gal.

The crazy gal.

The lazy gal.

The I dunno what gal. Hehe.

Tied half of my half. Nice??

End!!!

Bibi's B'day

2009-07-20T09:20:00.000-07:00

Last Wednesday is my Bao Bei's B'day. Of course, I celebrated with bibi and his family. That day after school, me and Mandy (baby's Jie Jie) went to school to pick him up. We then went to Korean BBQ to eat my bibi's favourite BBQ Beef. Hehe. ^^

Weee! Look at the food..!!

Beef

Look at that hungry bday boy!!

Eat also must pose..XD

See that scary baby. Eat till use hand. ^^

Finger Lickin GOOOOD!!

After lunch, we headed home. Hang around in Bibi's house.

I love him.

But you cant!!

Birthday Kiss

Aiks.. bibi, you wan kiss me o?? @@

I know!!! My thigh!! Sigh. Too lazy to edit. Hehe.

This is Lucas!! Dont wanna carry Lucy, cause she bite me. Hmmp!!

Happy Birthday My Baby

Hehe. Two Ugly Piggie. ^^

I'm there to pei him, he also play his comp game. Hmmp!!

Dumb Bday Boy!!

Look at him!! Still dun wan choi me. Evil-nya.

Then, we went for dinner in 'The Ship'. Only manage to take one picture of the food. Other pictures is with Mandy. ^^

Basically what we ordered was much more than the picture above. hehe.

Although it's not my bday, I get pressie too. Aunty (bibi's mami) gave me a bottle of perfume. Gucci.. ^^

Thanks aunty.

Last but not least,

Happy Birthday My Baby Boy!!

The Real Birthday Cake

2009-07-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hmmm. As said, I will make baby a cake. Due to time problem, I didnt manage to get the ingredients to bake the cake. Instead, I bought a marble cake and modified it. Let the pictures do the talking.

Melt the chocolate, with or without nuts

Add in 2 eggs for 250g chocolate. ^^

Stir in till mixed evenly.

Place it into another bowl when done and refrigerate it.

Place the marble cake on a flat plate.

I dont like it to be too thick, so i sliced it into 3 portion.

Put on a good amount of half frozen chocolate

Hehe. I'm very clumsy.

The knife went flying off and landed on the floor.

Big mess!! Baby, you better thanks me. XD

Put the second layer on.

Leave the third layer, coz too thick.

Leave it to refrigerate.

Icing time,

Grease the bowl with a good amount of FATS,

I mean butter. =D

Put in the colour marshmallow into the bowl,

& heat it for 20 seconds in the microwave to melt it.

You should have a semi-liquid texture like this.

Mix the melted marshmallow with icing sugar!!

It'll be really messy doing it,

Just keep adding icing sugar till it become a dough like the picture above.

Place the marshmallow on a flat board, or whateva that is flat

Flatten the marshmallow

Make it really really smooth.

I know mine is not really smooth XD

Get the cake from the refrigerator and butter it.

To make sure that the icing dont fall off.

Place the icing on top of the cake.

Get a smoother. And smooth out the surface.

Cut the extras off.

Tuck the icing into the bottom of the cake.

& leave it into a cake casing.

Last but not least, Decorate it.

AND I KNOW MY DECORATION IS UGLY!!!!!

So, SHUT UP!!

Taa-Dah!!!

Although I didn't bake the cake,

But i did decorate and modify it.

Muahaha.

I hope it wont be too sweet. XD

Even if it doesnt taste good,

It's alright, at least I tried.

Happy Birthday My Piggie Boy!!!

Happy Birthday My Baby Pig

2009-07-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

Guess what??

It's piggie's Birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday Piggie Boy!!!

Baby,

Still remember how i suprised you last year during your birthday?? ^^

Time seems to go so fast.

It's your 2nd Birthday ever since we're together.

Unfortunately, we've never get to celebrate my birthday together.

Last year, I knew you one day after my birthday,

And this year, I'm off to Sydney. *sigh*

But it's okay, yea??

Because we have plenty of chances in the future. ^^

self consoling XD

No matter what happen in the future,

I hope I'm the one you'll always remember!!!

I love you baby!!

And...

Happy Birthday!!!

Birthday Cake Trialsssss

2009-07-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

I reckon my bibi is so lucky. Why?? Because coincidentally his birthday is just 3 days after my arrival back home. Hmmmm. Of course must celebrate with him. This year, i decided to bake him a cake. I had to 'TRY' baking one, bcoz i've never succeed in baking. XD In the same time, Phuong has to prepare a B'day cake for her parent's birthday. So we decided to guide each other in baking. Hahaha. ^^

Start of by melting the choco, and adding egg into it slowly.

Crushed the biscuits into the choco!!

Placing the choco on the cling paper.

Refrigerate it.

Trying to make fondant icing.

Melt the marshmallow in the microwave for a few seconds. ^^

Mix Mix Mix the Melted Marshmallow. =D

Bought the wrong sugar for fondant icing. HAHA!!!

M love L

Instead of making the icing sugar into a better shape,

I decided to play with the caster sugar.

HBD = Happy BirthDay, my piggie boy ^^

Second trial to bake the cake, since the first one failed to stay in shape. Hehe.

It's one week before we're going back. ^^

Ingredients needed.

In the process of making the cake.

We're making the icing. WEEE!!!

Grease the tray. Muahaha!! All I can see is FATS!!!

Our cake is bubbling. ^^

The anxious us, waiting for the cake. ^^

Cut the cake. It cracked. XD

Slice the banana. Leave it aside.

Slice the cake out into whateva shape you want.

Put on a layer of choco icing.

Get the bananas and arrange it on top of icing.

Cover it with another piece of cake. =D

And decorate it.

I know it's ugly, although it's our second trial. XD

We will succeed!!! Hopefully.

1st Outing with My Beloved

2009-07-14T03:36:00.000-07:00

Anyoung!!! I went out with bibi yesterday to Pav. Bibi skip class to go out with me. WEEE!! Hehe. I had lunch with my dad first. Then meet up with Baby. Hehe. ^^

My very ugly looking breakfast that morning. Hehe. ^^

Look at my silly baby. Hehe.

Our beloved lenglui is on bibi's smelly hair. =(

In the taxi, going out with baby. ^^

Pavilion, here we come!!

Baby's lunch. Baby loves Carl Junior.

It's so expensive. Hate it.

I've got parkinson's disease lately. =)

Muaxx..

Camwhore. Camwhore.

Refill Ice Lemon Tea for bibi. =)

After lunch with dad, Bibi and me went for movie. 'Drag Me to Hell'.

Buying popcorn and water. =D

Baby de weird smile. @@

With my baby!!! Must take lots lots lots of pictures together. Hehe. ^^

Kiss my bibi

Shopping timeeee ^^

Hehe, My baby look so cute ^^

Tell me I look cool. XD

Me & Bi at F21,

I luuppp you ^^

Muahaha!! Acting like a nerd!!

HAHA XD

I love those shoes!!! But my leg too small. =(

No size for me. =(

Playing with the headbands in F21. ^^

My Baby, and yes, he is eating. Hehe. Muaxx

It's end of the day d.

How sad..

I wish the time could go slower

even better if the time could stop here forever. =(

Baby, I love you.

Arrival at Malaysia!!!

2009-07-14T02:35:00.000-07:00

I am Home!!!

I know it's scary. HAHA!!!

First picture with baby. WEEE!!!

Supper for the night. My Favourite FOODS!!!

This is the best. I dont know what is this called. HAHA

Home sweet Home!!!

Cant wait for the upcoming events. WEEE!!!

On My Way Home!!!

2009-07-11T17:35:00.000-07:00

I am on my way home, ppl!!!!!

Be prepared!!!

Love Baby!

11th of July 2009

2009-07-10T05:36:00.000-07:00

I reckon you'll know what date is that.

Yups!!

It's our 1 Year 3rd month Anniversary!!

This song should be the song for the month.

Wo Ai Ni

Saranghae

I love you

Aku Cinta Mu

Aishiteru

Je Tai'me

Em Yeu Anh

Cheng La De

I love you b...!

Wei Le Jiang Lai,

Nv Li Zou Xia Qu!!

2 more days!!

2009-07-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

Yup,

It's 2 more days from now.

1 day of school

But i wont be going to school tomorrow. XD

1 day of weekend

Gonna die of boredom

and M'sia, here i come!!!

Hmmm...

Excited??

I guess so,

I' not too sure if this is what I'm expecting to happen.

Maybe because i put too much hope in this coming holiday

Sigh....

I'll miss you sooooo much. Hehe

I've got plenty of things i wanna do when i go back,

Not gonna plan any, because my planning skills sux

I reckon I'll be going out EVERYDAY when I'm back

Sorry mami, I'll try not to shop!!

Movies, Food and shopping!!!!

I reckon my blog will go dead for a loooooooong time.

I cant be bothered to put up everything I've done.

I've got a few outings' picture in my phone,

cant be bothered to blog it.

Uber lazy!!! =p

Phuong the Twaygee is going back tomorrow. Have a safe flight huns!!!

Bring back A LOT of food yea.

I'll be waiting for your food. =D

You love me lots. HAHA!!!

And not forgetting Hangeng loves me!! =D

Thanks P!!!

2009-07-08T01:16:00.000-07:00

I've forgot to thanks P.

Wondering who is P??? Muahaha

P = Phuong

Also P = PIG

This is a simple algebraic

P = Phuong = Pig

And yes, She is a twaygee!!

Anyway,

back to the story.

She did my nails today.

But......

Before she even manage to reach home,

I destroyed almost every nails.

HAHAHA!!!

Sorry, i just cant sit still and do nth. XD

And so, this is a post specially to thanks her.

The End!!! XD

Home in 4 Days!!

2009-07-08T01:08:00.000-07:00

I guess i am the world laziest blogger you can find on earth.

HAHA!!! XD

It's 3 more days to Sunday!!!

And YES, I am going home soooon.

If you ask, 'Are you excited??'

I reckon i would say, I am *sort of*

Well, part of it is because I've got only 2 weeks time

Obviously, it's not enough for me.

Gotta rush rush rush rush.

Weeee!!!!

To you people out there *M'sia*

Get ready,

Coz I'll be back in a few days!!!

But you're gonna meet me only after 1 week. =(

I guess I'm out of words.

Till then...

Loves..

FUCKING ASSHOLE!

2009-07-04T19:15:00.001-07:00

I am f***ing angry!!!

First of all I would like to say, this post is dedicated a mutherfucking asshole person.

I have always been wanting to post about her, she just piss me off all the time!!

What can i say about her?? I can never finish listing her mutherfucking attitude in one day.

All I can say is SHE IS SO RUDE!!!!!

Why do i say so?? (only gonna list 3 things, as i said before, one day is not enough for me to finish listing out her bad acts)

1)She calls my mom's fren 'that thing'

FYI he is not that thing. He is a person and he is elder than you.

You've got a problem there???

2)She loves to answer back when her grandparents scold her

Having such a granddaughter like you is a disgrace!!

3)She loves to mumble back when her mother tells her to do the right thing

Hoping that your future daughter will be 100times worst than you, by then I'll be laughing at you.

You might be thinking, she's just rude to her family, why do i bother so much.

Well, i wouldn't if I could!!

Because she's born with the rude cells in her.

She is just plain rude to every1.

And guess what???

This is the reason why you've got no friend.

Dont expect anyone to pity you,

because u deserve to be treated like that!!!

Please grow up!!

Stop acting like a kid, bcoz you're not

Think with ur brain, oh wait, do you even have 1??

If i have the chance, I wish I never have to know you!!!!

Final Shopping!!

2009-06-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

Annyeong!! It's 2 weeks before I actually go back to Malaysia. So, i reckon this is the final shopping I'll do before going home. Hmm.. I went out with Phuong *of course*. We both need to do some shopping, to boost up the economy. HAHA!! XD

I wore a 4 inch heels out for shopping today.

*I know, I'm crazy*

I didn't manage to walk with it the whole day,

So i bought a new shoe

which is meant to be comfortable only, but it's still pretty.

This is what i wore, without my shoes, of course.

I took this picture after I came back from shopping. =D

In the train.

So bored. =(

1st attempt.

Introducing my Chingu.

2nd attempt.

Still failed.

I'm taking a picture of Phuong. Muahaha.

Phuong is taking a picture of me tooo!!

We stopped at Chinatown to have a drink.

The peanut soup is just soo EWWW

I know this picture is soooo scary. XD

Look at the shoe and my eye. It's the same colour.

Scary eh??

Tried on this dress.

But didn't buy. =(

I've got Parkinson's Disease lately. =(

Tell me you love me. =)

My Chingu acting like a Babo!!

Chilling at Roxy

Walking towards somwhere,

But i dont remember where. XD

I remember this,

We're walking to the toilet in MYER!!

Waiting for the toilet!!

Fully Booked!!

Sorry, I just wont miss a chance to camwhore. =P

Stop by at some Korean Groceries Shop and bought ICE CREAM!!!

Red bean and Vanilla

*yums* Wan some?? Not gonna share. =P

Dinner at BBQ City!!!

Korean food!! Saranghae

This is my Chingu ,Phuong.

Annyeong-haeseyo!!!

Ji ireum-eun Mandy imnida. ^^

Man na seo ban ga wo yo 만나서 반가워요

My all time favourite, BIBIMBAP!!!

Kimchi soup!!

KimChi Pancake

Side dishes *ala-kat*

Most side dishes.

I am gonna finish all of it!!!!

If that's gonna happen, I hope i dont die. =)

I'm trying so hard to finish my favourite. =)

Wonder why i grow fat so fast?? This is why. =(

Look!!! It's finished!!

Fine, we didn't

We pack it back instead.

After dinner, went to the toilet to camwhore awhile. =D

Camwhore. =P

After dinner, we headed off to the train station. Back to Fairfield *of course*

It's me walking down!!!

Look at her!! She's full tired!!

This is our very comfortable new shoes. ^^

My legs are so sore!!! I've got no idea why i bought those heels.

Knowing already that i wont be able to walk in it

I'll try to train my leg to walk in those heels, someday.

Wonder if that some day will come. =P

Thanks to...

2009-06-27T03:28:00.000-07:00

Thanks to my fei g zai and Lim Nene. My header considered completed. Haha. I might wanna change my template again, someday. Not too satisfied. Still, Thanks to my both beloved for helping me out. Loves!!!

Hubby

Nene

Loves!!

New Blog Template

2009-06-21T02:21:00.000-07:00

Please bare with me for a few days. I'm still working on my blog's template myself. Since i'm such a noob, i wont be able to get it done fast.

Aza!!!Aza!!!Aza!!!

Super Junior, Saranghae

2009-06-20T17:38:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't been blogging for ages. Lately, I'm addicted to Suju = Super Junior, a group of Korean singer. I finally blog again because I want to introduce to all a few song of this group of singer. I dont just love them because they perform well or sing well only. I love them because of their spirit and their love towards each other. If you have the time, go watch Full House Super Junior or A Walk to Remember SuJu. It shows how much they sacrifice for each other and their love is just uncountable towards each other.

This is 2 of my favourite song from them

It's You

Marry U

p/s : Baby, dont kill me, i still love u as much as i do. Nothing compared to them. I love you. =D

Happy 1 year 2 Month Anniversary

2009-06-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

Baby,

You are an evil creature.

*you know what i mean >=|

Happy 1 year & 2 Month Anniversary, Baby!!!

30 more days to go. Weee!

Blog of FOOD is BACK!!

2009-06-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

It's Queen's B'day on Monday, so we get a day off. Me and my guardian went to the city. Let the pictures do the talking. ^^

5 person ate all these. HAHA!!

Den we went to 'The Rock' cause they wanna go Gucci.

Obviously this is not Gucci. @@ Somewhere in The Rock

Candies!!!

Even more candies!!

Even More More candies. Lol.

I know I am so lame. @@

American flag is in it. hehe. ^^

Headed off to Town Hall.

Went for some ice-cream...

Chocolate Fondue

Some tarts. 1 for $0.30

It's sweet.

Right after ice-cream, we went for dinner.

Phuong, we shall go eat this!! It's uber delicious!!

Macaroni CHEESE!!!

Last but not least, tomato rice with CHEESE!!!

*yums*

This is the worst post on earth!!! But i will not edit it again. Too lazy. =P

It's so boring

2009-06-06T22:22:00.000-07:00

I am staying home everyday, due to lack of money.

Gonna die soon.

I hate weekends, waiting for the time to past

The clock goes, 'tick-tock, tick-tock'

It never ends!!!!

I'm on net 24/7

And it's killing me

I want to go back!!!!

(all the shopping is awaiting)

Boredom!!!

Good Night, Sweet Hearts!!

2009-06-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

This is my beloved baby.

He's giving me a good night kiss.

Good Night baby.

I love you.

Muaxx

Eating in Class

2009-06-04T00:36:00.000-07:00

Eating during Physics lesson!!

*yums* p/s: Phuong, HAHA!!

Tactics to hide your food :

1) Put it into your pencil case. Muahaha!!

2) Put it on your lap, under the table. =D

3) Gobble it up!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

40 More Days to GO!!!

2009-06-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hello Malaysia!!! Here I come!!!

Yup, as mentioned above. 40 more days to go and I'll be back!!! Cant wait to go home!!

Excited!!

Fuck You!! ^.-

2009-05-31T03:24:00.000-07:00

Look inside, Look inside your tiny mind

Now look a bit harder

Cause we're so uninspired,

so sick and tired of all the

hatred you harbor

So you say

It's not okay to be gay

Well I think you're just evil

You're just some racist who

can't tie my laces

Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (Fuck you)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause we hate what you do

And we hate your whole crew

So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause your words don't translate

And it's getting quite late

So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,

Do you get a little kick out of,

being slow minded?

You want to be like your father

It's approval your after

Well that's not how you find it

Do you,

Do you really enjoy living a

life that's so hateful?

Cause there's a hole where

your soul should be

Your losing control of it and

it's really distasteful

Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause we hate what you do

And we hate your whole crew

So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause your words don't

translate and it's getting

quite late

So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,

Fuck yooooou

You say

You think we need to go to war

well you're already in one

Cause it's people like you

who need to get slew

No one wants your opinion

Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause we hate what you do

And we hate your whole crew

So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause your words don't

translate and it's getting

quite late

So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you

This song is specially dedicated to Phoong Kar Lame!! It's a cute song, although the lyrics is a bit vulgar.